Discovery in Re-discovery

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't naive. God I can't tell you how many woman I've given the benefit of the doubt!!! People never surprise me but they do...did you ever get that? This is being human and with all my cynical ways I still try to keep the faith in mankind. I guess if I didn't, at the very least, try I would've done myself in a long time ago. I sometimes let this said cynicism get the best of me and what I refer too in this very instance is music. I'm usually ahead of the game with music. I'm always on the prowl an din some cases i'll catch an artist before their fame but so help them if they become a scene. This triggers a mechanism inside me that automatically drops them. It's a strange thing really. Forget mainstream music that starts mainstream. They have no chance here. And this is what I'm talking about...sometimes I would just like to punch myself. I'm going to admit something that I am ashamed to. "Angel Dust" has always been and will remain one of my favorite albums of all time and with Faith No More on tour again (fucking elated!!!!) this has revived a certain tingly, spot in somewhere down in my cockles, but what I am ashamed of is when they peaked and leveled and continued to put out albums, and this being after "Angel Dust" I lost interest. Yesterday I bought a used "King For A Day..." CD...Need I say more? I'm an idiot. Although some of the tracks aren't the best, some are just unbelievable and I'm just discovering this now. I bow my head in shame for today in hopes that tomorrow I won't abandon just when the going gets good.